Every day I find myself loving you more. Sometimes I get this sad feeling where I think one day you will leave me, or something just won’t work. It scares me to think about losing you. I don’t know what I was doing before I met you because now I find it hard to imagine a day without you. I hope one day I finally get to wake up next to you, all those nights of just wishing I could be there by you. All those times I wish I could be there to hug you when you were just upset. Or to even give you a massage after a long hard day of work. I want to physically be there for you. It’s so hard sometimes. Then I know. You have been more here for me than anyone ever has. You’ve cared about everything more than anyone has. I know I am not the greatest person in the world, but you make me feel like I am. 

Ok. I know no one will read this but I mean seriously that isn’t the point. I can’t say what’s on my mind on Facebook. Sometimes it’s nice to just say it here and think maybe one person read this and understands me. Here we go….

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